i really hate it when people say dont cry over spilled milk
cant we just cry because we feel sad, or i just wanna let it all out?
i seriously hate what im going through now.
the stress is really not what i can handle.
i really hate vpress, like fucking alot.
im sorry i m not as creative as the rest.
because I AM JUST NOT CREATIVE.
i wished i had like one module too.
but fuck, i have P4, i have the pre- internship things to do (this 2 alone is mind draining
and i worry about it day and night) and i have portfolio to worry too.

and i have VPRESS. FML seriously.

 

i just realise how long i've not touch this space - blows off dust! 
it's my holidays, well its actually ending in like 2 days time?
so, what have i done. the rest of the time im actually slacking my ass off.
being bedridden for days having my drama - marathon (HAHAHA) dont judge me.

i have been to visit my tita rita back in philippines.
i really missed her and i really am happy to see her after 5 years.
thou the trip was extremely tiring but i guess its all worth it.
it was really an experience
things like we take for granted here, like water, heater etc. are actually like considered a luxury there.
not that i wasn't aware of this, but its really the experienced.
one thing that im actually truely envious is that, the family actually lives together on one land.
like your next door is your mom or sister in law.
they each have their own land where they harvest their food.
what are the chances of living next to your aunties or uncles here?
the other thing is that, people living in the province (also known as villagers) wakes up as early as 4am?
to catch the first bus to work in the city.
and the buses are always sardine packed and most of the time, the people stand throughout the journey.
and the journey usually takes up to 4hours minimum.
OH GOD. can u believe it?
after all that,
i fell ill when i came back-_-
and i swore the first dish i ate when im back was BAR CHOR MEE and it has never tasted that good!


this poor dog has cancer :( ifelt so sorry for it.



shes really pretty right! but i forgot her name

...
my long awaited trip to thailand was postponed due to the chaos there( DAMN)
so we decided to go for a short trip to KL.
it was funny, paranoid, mad trip
more photos up on fb.





i think this busker is amazing

LASTLY, happpy birthday my dear babe! rasyid! :) 
 

awww so crazy